Love me hate me
Say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to
Love me hate me
But can't you see what I see
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to
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____Sunday, November 29, 2009 ;; ____
i think my hair grew by a teeny bit. ): and i think its looks damn kiddo tied up. -..-
oh and i think im really loser i just found out i had a memostick adapter and some other accessories tt came along with my previous camera. and i bought tt camera like nearly a yr ago? -..- haha luckily i was looking through the box before throwing it away.
and i loathe studying. ):
 
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Heartbeat. It’s beating for you Can you feel my heartbeat
니가 짓밟고 떠난 심장이 아직도 뛰고 있어 그것도 너를 향해
잊으려고 아무리 노력해봐도 새로운 사람들을 아무리 만나봐도 계속 다시 또 다시 돌아서면 왜 니 생각만 나는지
안 할래 그만할래 아무리 내 자신을 달래고 또 달래 봐도 아무 소용이 없어 내 심장이 고장나 버렸어 왜
왜 아직도 나는 이런 바보 같은 짓을 하는지 머리론 알겠는데 가슴은 왜 지 맘대론지 너를 잡고 놓지를 못해 지금도 니가 나의 곁에 있는 것 같애 이별을 믿지 못해
누굴 만나도 마음 속 한곳은 열지 못하고 계속 니 자릴 비워놔 올 리가 없는데 올지도 모른다고 왜 믿는지 가슴이 왜 말을 안 듣니
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you 끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안가 Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you 너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각나
잊어야 해 잊어야 살수 있어 지워 버려야만 해 안 그러면 내가 죽어 Stop trying to get her back. She ain’t coming She’s gone, gotta be moving on. 갔어 오지 않아 그년 니 생각 하지 않아
그녀는 내가 기다리는걸 전혀 모른 채 잘 살고 있어 그녀는 이미 날 잊었어 완전히 지웠어 왜 나는 그렇게 못하니
Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you 끝났다는 걸 아직도 몰라 왜 이러는지 이해가 안가 Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s beating for you Listen to my Heartbeat. It’s waiting for you 너의 생각에 아직도 아파 가슴이 뛸 때 마다 생각나
My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster My heart is beating Faster and faster
this song is super diff to appreciate the first time round. i only start to tink that its nice the 5th time i listen to it. haha. totally love the lyrics though. its close to the heart.
pardon me for posting korean stuff so frequently. (:
 
____Saturday, November 28, 2009 ;; ____
looking at my proteolysis notes, i realised how chui the printer is. i cant recall where did i print it though. haha. the diagrams are all illegible. o.O
and i think all my notes have a sleeping spell cast on them. or mayb its my brain stem taking over again. :/
 
____Friday, November 27, 2009 ;; ____
sinfully lazy today. tts really bad. :/
and i think id just settle for lg crystal. =:)
 
____Thursday, November 26, 2009 ;; ____
physioloy paper was sai. studying for it was a torture also. interesting as it may be, its strangely difficult to memorise. and i think my luck really ran out this time so much cardiac and retal came out. :/ and i slept during the paper coz i had a headache. my brain stem muz be the dominant part of me. hahaha.
chionged korean aft lunch with sh, managed to finish everything. 김선생님 was super smiley at the exam hall and i smiled back at her when she passed me. and, i thought i saw her mouth 加油 to me. o.O so cool can. hahaha. and then later i found out mrsbae told her i work at the korean shop too. muz be why she is so smiley, she wants discounts too. LOL. and the paper was actually quite fun to do. haha.
visited grandpa aft hanging ard awhile in jp waiting for melon. he's in such a good mood and he had a new phone! he said its his xmas prezzie. ^^ but when we were leaving it was suddenly teary eyes and stifled goodbyes. really breaks my heart man. he must really want to come home. ):
on a brighter note, mom doesnt object to me gg for the korean summer programme! =DD
 
____Wednesday, November 25, 2009 ;; ____
hearing grandpa's latest condition just makes my heart sink.
and i'm so screwed for tmr.):
 
____Tuesday, November 24, 2009 ;; ____
i ate raw eggs again. coz i didnt want my half-boiled to be too cooked. :/
thanks to the paranoid dream i had some time ago i came online just to confirm my exam dates n times. i was half-expecting to have papers tmr. :S hahaha.
and so many songs that reflect my state of mind. wad is wrong with all these lyricists. haha. n its funny such thoughts still come to me after all..
oh and with my current shitty hair i cant wear that specs. ): GROW HAIR, GROW!
 
____Sunday, November 22, 2009 ;; ____
그들 기분이 너무 보고 싶어 그들 추억이 너무 보고 싶어 당시가 너무 보고 싶어 거슬러 올라가고 싶어요 하지만, 그 사람이 보고 싶어? 나 진짜 모라.. 내 머리는 꼭 너무 나빠요. 하이스~
there's a strange familiar feeling. but i cant put a finger to what is it. i just know it doesnt feel good.
 
____Saturday, November 21, 2009 ;; ____
하루 종일 뭘 했는지 기억이 안나 니 전화만을 기다려 아무것도 할 수가 없어 너무 보고 싶은데 내 눈에 아직까지 니 모습이 선명한데
헤어진걸 모른 친구들이 웃으며 니 소식을 내게 물어보는데 이별이란 말이 내겐 너무 낯설어서 아무 말 하지 못한 채 아직은 이별을 못 배워서 아직은 슬픔을 잘 몰라서 아직은 그대가 내 곁을 떠나도 믿어지지가 않아 눈물이 흘러내리지 않아 아직은 이별노랠 들어도 슬프지 않아 거짓말 같아 아직은 그런데 조금씩 느껴져 눈물이 고여와 이제 시작인가 봐
(oh shawty) 돌리고 싶은데 너와 내가 웃고 있는 picture (sad story) 내 몸을 감싼 이 허전함에 눈물로 밤을 새 오 쉿! 니가 떠나 버린 뒤 슬픈 사랑이 만들어버린 Fallin’ love spaceship
하루 종일 니 생각이 떠나질 않아 니가 없다는 사실에 아무것도 할 수 없어 난 너를 잡고 싶은데 난 이제 너 아니면 다른 사랑 할 수 없어 너를 보며 웃던 니 모습이 그리워 보고파도 다신 볼 수 없겠지 잘해주지 못한 내 모습이 마음에 걸려 자꾸만 후회되는데 Yeah
아직은 이별을 못 배워서 아직은 슬픔을 잘 몰라서 아직은 그대가 내 곁을 떠나도 믿어지지가 않아 눈물이 흘러내리지 않아 아직은 이별 노랠 들어도 (이별 노래를) 슬프지 않아 거짓말 같아 아직은 그런데 조금씩 느껴져 눈물이 고여와 이제 시작인가 봐 이렇게도 많이 아플 줄 몰랐어
I never know 너의 맘을 조금 더 빨리 알았다면 no no 시간들을 되돌려 나를 떠나려 하는 니 두손 놓지 않을텐데 다신 널 보내지 않을텐데 아직은 이별을 못 배워서 아직은 슬픔을 잘 몰라서 아직은 그대가 내 곁을 떠나도 믿어지지가 않아 눈물이 흘러내리지 않아 아직은 이별노랠 들어도 슬프지 않아 거짓말 같아 아직은 그런데 조금씩 느껴져 눈물이 고여와 내게 다시 돌아와
)):
 
____Friday, November 20, 2009 ;; ____
we improved 2 plates from 4 years ago. (:
 
____Wednesday, November 18, 2009 ;; ____
i still think val's sch is pretty.
dont u think its nice too??? i just love glass buildings and large water bodies. haha.
i think they have great n cheap food too. im so sick of the food in canA. ):
anw off i went to meet xieyu today. i got conned into agreeing to be her model for her exam. she said she'd make me curls. so i thought why not since my hair curls naturally anw. but its was too late when she told me what they wld actually be doing to my hair. o.O she got on all the small rollers onto my head and my hair looked very much like this mayb not that small rolls but the feel is there.
and when she took them off i had ramyun hair its really like this can. just that mine's more like squidink ramyun. o.o
den on went the 2nd set of bigger rollers i had that same net on also. -..-
and after the final touch i looked like gu jun pyo. O.O
i totally wanted to cry when it was done. T.T ive been trying to convince myself that it may not be all too bad but when i saw the auntie opposite me with her rollers off i was kinda horrified alr. and when mine came off, i almost fainted. hahaha. im serious.
luckily i did prepare myself and brought along rubberband and clips to tie everything up. if not i duno how to leave that place to get food. 0.o but thankfully xy is nice enough to sponser me rebonding after that. initially she said i shld wait a week for my hair to recover abit first. but really, hell no even if i coop myself at home for one week i think id cry everytime i look in the mirror. haha. u shld try out this kinda hair to understand how i felt man. and obviously i didnt have the mood to snap shots of that hair.
the rest of the staff in the salon recognised me while doing rebonding. they were really applauded by my sacrifice for xy. hahaha. one of them even thought i must be her daughter or sth to agree to do this for her. LOL. and as much as i hate flat straight hair it definitely beats those ridiculous curls hands down. they even teased and asked what wld i do if they refused to rebond for me. i think id just sit outside their shop and cry. haha. my neck almost broke after rebonding its like ive been sitting there from 10am - 5pm. o.O
and i made a wrong move again to cut my fringe. T.T actually it alr looked really nice, but i thought since the hair stylist guy didnt screw up my fringe when he trimmed i agreed to his suggestion of slanting it. his scissors went snip and i went shit T.T i really dun like showing my eyebrows. ):
 
lunch was cancelled. made my own mok sal anw. sam kyup sal still owns. haha.
i think grandpa waited until my bday is over. went back into hospital again today. we were told to be mentally prepared this time. its really not looking good at all. and i still think that the hospital has lousy service. -..- not a very good day.
 
____Friday, November 13, 2009 ;; ____
Black friday = my bday haha. 2nd time in my life it falls on fri13th. but i think its cool anw. i like dark stuffs. hahaha.
happened to be wearing black too. haha.
A big thankyou to the lovely people i see everyday. ((:
and right i noticed tt..
that everyone is wearing some kind of dark colour too. and only my leg can bend. hahahahahaha. :X
fell asleep while revising for the test aft the rest left. then went to meet lq for class! she really likes my geek specs. haha.
test was quite sai. first page was nt too bad, but total GG as soon as we flipped the page. -..- n we made kimbap after the test! mines the big fat one. ((:
my rolls were super successful today! even teacher said it was well done. haha. like culinary class suddenly. 윤 선생님! and the lovely class of hmk 2. (:
cut cake at grandma's aft school even though i alr requested not to have cake -..- but the champange cake was not bad. (: n i was superrr happy i got grandpa to eat some cake! (((: he seems somewhat better now anw. =DD
and black fri marked the last day of school. having post bday lunch at some korean restaurant tmr. yays! n last day of school = start of study break = have to start mugging =exams soon =): =kns. hahaha.
 
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